OK...so I feel like I'm jumping around. WELCOME TO MY MIND!
When I think about having melanoma, it seems like a lifelong thing. Yuck. I wish it would just go away. I think back to my carefree days in the sun - staying outside as long as I wanted, putting on whatever sunscreen I could find, wearing tank tops. *Sigh*
I mostly feel badly for my family. I feel like because of my choices they will suffer. Mom can't go to the waterslide park without a care. Dan's wife can't go fishing all day without thinking twice about the last time she applied sunscreen. We can't all just go for a walk on a whim.
But hey, I'm here. I get to be a part of everything. But I still think melanoma sucks.
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